Winter has come back again
Feels like the season won't end
My faith is dying tonight
And I won't try to pretend
I've got it all figured out
I don't have any doubts
I've got a busted heart
I need You now
Yeah, I need You now
Hold on to me, hold on to me
Don't let me lose my way
Hold on to me
I am the wandering son
Your love is never enough
I keep chasing the wind
Instead of chasing Your love
I'm screaming out Your name
Don't let me fall on my face
I've got a busted heart
I'm in need of a change
I'm desperate for grace
Hold on to me, take all of me
Don't let me lose my way
Hold on to me
Broke Your heart a thousand times
But You've never left my side
You have always been here for me
You never let me go
You never let me go
Don't ever let me go
Hold on to me, hold on to me
Don't let me lose my way
Hold on to me
Hold on to me, take all of me
Don't let me lose my way
Hold on to me
Until it comes to an end
Soon this season will end
I'll surrender tonight
You meet me right where I am
~Busted Heart by For King and Country.
This is so true. I forget this too often, that I have a busted heart. That I'm losing it, and God's right there. I'm so imperfect, and he is always waiting. i think I have everything figured out and in line and it all comes crashing down again. I forget that I really do need God. I forget that I really do want God, and I stop leaning on him. I stop trusting him. I even tell him I can make it on my own, when deep inside I know I can't.
It's usually a tough journey to get back.
I can never be thankful enough for the people in my life that have helped me through times like these without even knowing it. EB, Liz, Abi, Carol, Sara, Jess S., the list goes on. All it takes is a simple smile, a kind word, or a night full of just talking. And suddenly I'm back in his arms, and I've surrendered again.
